Danger Zone.

NEW LAPTOP.

HELL TO THE Y-Y-Y-YEAH.




I'm... terribly excited. Smiles and smiles and smiles for everyone. >:

When the Citizens Sleep.

Mood: Awake.
Music: "Lust for Blood" - Gackt

Oh wow, haven't updated in quite a while.

Okay, lessee... major points:

• Some crazy stuff has gone down.
• I think Nathan and I have become better friends. Kind of nice.
• Saw The Dark Knight Saturday morning, and it was amazing. Requiescas in pace, Heath Ledger, you'll be sorely missed.
• Summer school still sucks. It'll be over soonish, though, thank God.
• Need to read more.
• Have to start homework soon for school. D: Lame lame.
• Got Danielle Darcy/Elizabeth porn for her birthday. I didn't mean to.
• Brittany's not getting any better, and I'm just kind of waiting. Poor Sandy.
• Stuff with Ian is still decent and amazing. <3>

Other than that... it's been alright. D:

Gamble Away My Time.

Mood: Cockles On End.
Music: "Sonne" - Rammstein

So, Aryn is definitely not away. Actually had the nerve to message her today, and she seemed happy to have heard from me. Maybe I should just let go of what happened on my birthday those years ago--it's been years, and we've both changed. I know I like myself as a person, and I think I'm kind of neat and of a decent character, but I'm not sure about her yet. Very paranoid.

I mean, I think I'm kind of happy to see her again. Really.
But, then again, I was also happy to see Dylan again. Look where the fuck that went.

Friend had to go to a funeral for one of her friends today, and I just wish I could be there for her in a way and kind of expound the role as "good friend there for her" and whatnot. Very lame.

I am so distracted right now. How gross.
Need to read. God.

Strange Places.

Mood: Incredulous.
Music: "Schweine" - Glukoza

Странные места.

Stяåņge·Plåces [Audi, vide, tace.]

For future reference is all.

And I thought I got rid of them all.
Hot fucking damn.

Soldier.

Mood: Aweh D':
Music: "Crank Dat" - Cavalry Kids

Blah.
As much as I love Travis, I don't want to be awake. /flail.
So he'll be here any minute, soon.

I can't spend the whole day with him though, like I'd told him. Kind of lame.
So. No point in trying to bring over FFXII... which I'm excited to start playing again.

Guh, Anatha, read more.

And... my friend and I are on speaking terms again as of this morning. And by this morning, I'm referring to o'-Dark:30. SO. Yeah... it might not mean too much to her, but it really means a lot. Smiles for everything.

Travis, where the hell are you? D:

Fuck the What?

Mood: Introverted.
Music: "Lust For Blood" - Gackt

Less TW-esque than usual.

TRAVIS, I SWEAR TO GOD, GET ON THE COMPUTER. I'M NOT PAYING FOR SOMETHING THAT I CANNOT GO TO. D:
And, I need to talk to you about tomorrow's options and stuff. Fo' serious.

BUT, I'm playing FFXII. It's not too bad... I'm a little incredulous with the whole Rogue Tomato thing, but that's okay. Jay and them still aren't back from Oklahoma, so we're hanging out here tonight with Josh Davis and yada blah. So. Yeah.

Woke up at, like... 2, today. That was lame. Should read a bit before I go to bed tonight... that will be nifty and stuff. Panic In Level 4 = kind of interesting.

But. not really an interesting night.
Suck.

Should call Ian, too.

Bah.

The Creationist.

Mood: Tired but Delighted
Music: "Ich Bin Ein Wahrer Satan" - ASP

Last day of the first semester of summer school came to an end. Got a 100 on my exam, which was pretty cool. So, hooray. Overall average for the beginning was a 98, and I'm kind of disappointed. D: Oh, well. Spent five minutes on the questions, and ended up spending most of my free time coloring in my Taro Gami doodle book or playing Hangaroo or getting angry at the snobs at Mensa. High-Fi Intellectual Society my ass. Ian was amazing afterwards, though... even if we did spend only, like... twenty minutes together. He's my hero in so many ways... I can't wait until school starts and he doesn't have time for work anymore. I fucking swear, I miss him like a mother right now.

Um, the rest of the day was kind of out there.

Jasmine and Tanner broke up... I've said it several times, but I don't even know the guy and I hate him. Can anyone think of a good word that rhymes with douche bag? Insane. I really don't want her to lose faith, though... she's quite a hero of mine, too. Shoebox, shoebox.
Talked to Josh for quite a bit, too; glad Jas introduced me to him. He's a neat, decent guy. He still hasn't come up with a good nickname for me yet. Bwaha.
Um, Tobias ditched me. Kind of sad.
Matt and I were epically dorky and creative. I almost died laughing.
Cassie (sibling) is rearranging her room for space conservation and whatnot. Woo hoo.

Work tomorrow. Bah.

And... for the sake of rare moments with my parents:

• WANGO TANGO.
• CASTRATI

You're not supposed to get it, so don't try.

Need to read more. And my ass hurts.
That's what I get for being insanely lazy. Oh Gawd.

BUT, scheduled thus far:

Friday - Work + Jay's House.
Saturday - Travis's TKD blah + Golden Corrall + FFXII + Whichever FF he has
Sunday - IANIANIANIANIANIANIAN. D: <3 style="font-style: italic;">Love is Dead album. The cover art is pretty macabre, but a track or two are tasty.

And... it is in fact o' Dark: 30. Sad.